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i know what falling feels like
11 October 2012 @ 12:26 am
yixing c:

promise to believe in me, and i'll keep the faith for you

bluu. eighteen. girl. chinese citizen but resident of the usa. finally a college student!!!! sapphire blue is her color but you wouldn't know since she spends 24/7 spazzing and flailing over exo. violinist. writer. singer. sort of artist. always in need of food. incoherent most all of the time. in love with too many people to count.

ashes in the wind come knocking at my door, broken glass and faded memories

숨을 쉴 때마다 니가 그립다 같은 하늘 아래 있다

AS OF JULY 2015, I WILL NO LONGER BE WRITING FICS OR POSTING. ALL CONTENT HAS BEEN PRIVATED.
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Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: boy in luv - bts; cold love - cnblue
 
 
i know what falling feels like
23 March 2014 @ 09:08 pm
journal is now unlocked! yeah i found even more translations of my fics that did not get my permission today but i'm going to just sit back this one time and get over it but if this happens again i will do Violent Things so please please please please please if you ever see a translation of my fic other than the one linked in my introduction post on my journal (particular complexities of friendship, in vietnamese) link me and i'll ask them to take it down. thanks!!
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i know what falling feels like
18 March 2014 @ 06:26 pm
Title: singing got better;
Genre: i honestly don't know?!?! sad uhh singing!au lol idek
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: character death
Pairing: xiuhan
Length: 7.6k
Summary: "We'll be the best" was a promise for Minseok that Luhan never got to keep.

It's a cold, winter day.Collapse )
 
 
Current Music: singing got better - ailee
 
 
i know what falling feels like
23 October 2013 @ 06:25 pm
Title: Yesterday (and Forever)
Fandom: BAP
Genre: Angst, TimeStop!AU
Rating: R
Warnings: Youngjae dying a lot ._.
Pairing: Daejae
Summary: Until Youngjae comes back, Daehyun’s stuck in the past, because every day becomes yesterday.


It has to do with midnight and scattered drops of gold and silver under lamplights, the city at night.Collapse )
 
 
i know what falling feels like
23 October 2013 @ 06:14 pm
Title: Yesterday (and Forever)
Fandom: BAP
Genre: Angst, TimeStop!AU
Rating: R
Warnings: Youngjae dying a lot ._.
Pairing: Daejae
Summary: Until Youngjae comes back, Daehyun’s stuck in the past, because every day becomes yesterday.

But human life is fragile, fragile, fragile, cracked porcelain and so full of life and memories until one little thing stamps out the spark in a short puff of smoke.Collapse )
 
 
 
i know what falling feels like
11 August 2013 @ 01:21 pm
Title: Blue Like Jazz
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Fluff, Petshop!au
Pairing: Baekxing/Sexing
Length: ~6K
Summary: It wasn't really as much letting go as it was learning to love again.

Sehun had mentioned wanting a cat once.Collapse )
 
 
Current Music: goodbye summer - f(x) ft. kyungsoo
 
 
i know what falling feels like
03 June 2013 @ 05:33 pm
title: summer’s almost over
rating: r
pairing: sekai
warnings: triggers for eating disorders, character deaths
summary: they’re all dangerous, all waiting to burst into flames, like bombs set on timers about to reach zero.

summer starts with a little house on the coast of the ocean where they all meet, some for the first time, and settle in, just for a little bit of fun, jongin explains to sehun when they dump their suitcases down on the beds.Collapse )
 
 
Current Music: white houses - vanessa carlton
 
 
i know what falling feels like
27 May 2013 @ 02:21 pm
title: though the brightest fell
genre: sci-fi, semi-angel!au
rating: r // (whoops)
pairing: sukai
length: ~5k words
warnings: (many) character deaths, slight violence/gore?!, vague smut (lol), language
summary: Jongin is the mistake, broken wings dragging across dusty streets and dark alleyways. Junmyeon is the angel who can't fly.

This is the fight of the damned.Collapse )
 
 
i know what falling feels like
04 May 2013 @ 10:43 pm
title: cold dark frozen
genre: (extremely fail) horror
rating: pg-13
pairing: xiuhan
length: 2440 words
warning: character death
summary: luhan is poison, and poison is addicting.

There are two definitions of belladonna - beauty and poison. Luhan is both.Collapse )
 
 
Current Music: dreamer - history
 
 
i know what falling feels like
13 March 2013 @ 09:53 pm
title: breathe and fall (into place)
rating: pg-13
pairing: baekyeol/baekhan
genre: angst????? maybe????? idk lol
warnings: character death, mentions of suicide
length: 5.8K words
summary: the only problem is luhan forgot to take chanyeol away from baekhyun’s memories.

Baekhyun thinks he might be a broken puzzle, scattered pieces forced against each other, trying to fit together perfectly even though the edges are rough and crooked.Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: weirdweird
Current Music: neverland - ukiss